its been a while...

dah lama awak tak update anything in this blog...

its been a while.. a lot has change, a lot of things had happen for this past few months.
owh yea... yesterday was my birth day.. hari matang awak. happy birthday to me.yeay.. alhamdulilah awak still bernafas sampai hari ini.

utk dia .. thank you for the thoughts love and care that you have gave to me. :) syg kamu.
for my family, thank you very much for the love, and for my friends.. thank you so much for the wishes.. all of you.. nothing much that i can say than a BIG THANK YOU!

anyways saja nak update beberapa rentetan episod sebelum hari matang awak semalam!

- a day before my hari matang.. awak tergolek anjing kat dapur rumah yg lebih tragis nya jatuh kat tepi tong sampah ok!sangat tragis! (busuk sebenarnya) lebih terbaik wok, awak nya kaki terlipat OMG , and disebabkan awak menampung awak nya badan yang comel ini akibatknya bahu awak terkehel. (sumpah aku nampak tulang bahu terkeluar kot) or kata lain nya dislocate!!arghHhhhh sangat sakit ok!

- a few day sebelum hari matang awak! kereta pulak xcident.sangat sedih ok tengok kereta yang agak remuk, macam thu jugaklah remuknya hati awak ini. aduhhh!! sodihhh ok! tapi kereta telah berjaya di pulihkan pada hari sabtu. owh yea.. xcident nye ari isnin 03/12/2010.

- banyak lagi sebenarnya benda yg jadi.. tapi awak takder masa nak update.. skang ni tengah sangat takder mood. baiklaa!! kerja qiqi .. kerja QIQI. !! kerja! alalalala.

RAPUH

Belum sempat ku membagi kebahagiaanku
Belum sempat ku membuat dia tersenyum
Haruskah ku kehilangan ‘tuk kesekian kali
Tuhan kumohon jangan lakukan itu

Sebab ku sayang dia
Sebab ku kasihi dia
Sebab ku tak rela
Tak s’lalu bersama

Ku rapuh tanpa dia
Seperti kehilangan arah
Jikalau memang harus ku alami duka
Kuatkan hati ini menerimanya

Lebam!

yuhuuuu... dah lama awak tak have the chance to sit and write something..

it has been a lot since the last time i posted something in this blog... hahaha.. blog? i dont think so its a blog. its more of an expression of mine.(melalut)

wow...!! where to start.. hurm.. a lot.. but what? and how?

indeed there is a lot...

work? hectic but satisfying

life? tiring but surviving..

love? hard to explain but indeed enjoying..

health? never well..haha

money? never enough but getting better

family? ok i guess..

friends? -same as above-

scandals? nil

ex? they are happy with life

path? dont have any glimpse where am i heading to..

so is it ok? i think i can consider it as ok.. huhuhu.. till then.. im just lack of ideas now.

maybe later at night i guess.

peace no war.

perbualan dalam!

Is your favourite colour blue?

Do you always tell the truth?

Do you believe in outerspace?

And im learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?

Does your hair flow sideways?

Did someone took a portion of your heart?

And im learning you

And if you dont mind

Can you tell me

All your hopes and fears

and Everything that you believe in

Would you make a difference in the world

I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you

And in time you will too

if you dont mind

Can you tell me

All your hopes and fears

and Everything that you believe in

Would you make a difference in the world

I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

Only you can make me

if you dont mind

Can you tell me

All your hopes and fears

and Everything that you believe in

Would you make a difference in the world

I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation

Only you can make me

Deeper Conversation

let me